Happy Valentine's Day!

Well, it is Valentine's Day. I was a little down about that, since I don't have a boyfriend, but I focused on other things. I rented a couple of movies and did my hair while I watched "For Colored Girls". One of the things that struck me was how much I wanted to be like one of the characters. She was a free spirit, yet very grounded. She seemed to really enjoy living and was very engaged as well as engaging. I have decided that I will enjoy my life starting right now. I am not going to wait until I get better mentally, have a boyfriend/husband, make more money, or get thinner. I will start being engaged in my life right now. I will do the best that I can to get ahead while I am enjoying where I am. This Valentine's Day ended up being a good one. Happy Valentine's Day to me!

Ever Have That "Floaty" Feeling?

I am feeling a bit (okay, maybe more than a little bit) spacy. I know it is due to a number of factors. Because the weather is not good, I have been staying indoors and sleeping ALOT. I haven't been taking very good care of myself and I feel pretty loopy. Hmmmmmmmm-not taking care of myself and feeling loopy. Could there be a connection?!? I just feel kind of "floaty" and not grounded.

I go to work tonight. I think that will help to give me structure. I definitely need structure and I do better when I have it! Plus, I need the money desperately! I hope that the roads are okay.

I think that I will do my inspirational reading and I hope that will help to wake me up and feel less "floaty". At least I will have accomplished something today!