Hodgepodge

My therapist recommended a book called "The Success Principles:How to Get from Where You are to Where You Want to Be". I haven't gotten very far in the book, but I love it! I realize that I have got to think better if I want to do better. (Joel Osteen helped me see that) I realized that my thinking is still very negative and that I have to do some major work in order to dramatically improve my life.
I have a job interview coming up! I hope that I do well because it would be nice to have this position. With it, I would be able to start to dig my way out of debt.
My weekend project is my refrigerator. It is in bad shape! I got rid of all the food in it because I need to start over from scratch! Now I need to clean it. This is my first step in getting healthy.

Is it Depression or Something Else?

Something is not right. I have been sleeping waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much. It feels like I have lost the motivation that I had. I don't know what my problem is. I will see if I can get myself in gear. I guess that I need to look at the list that I made the last time that I felt like this. I HATE feeling this way. I have wasted a bunch of time and I really dislike that. I can't dwell on it though, because there is nothing that I can do about it. I can only move on from here.
I think that I feel overwhelmed by all the changes that I need/want to make in my life. I would like to start my own business. I also need to: lose weight, clean my place, find a job, do my hair, do laundry, clean out my car, go to group. Maybe that is why I have been sleeping so much! I have been avoiding my responsibilities. I feel like I will never get around to doing everything that I need to do. Well, I've gotta start somewhere and do something!

I've Gotta Feeling...

I have this wonderful feeling that happens more and more often. I have this feeling that things are possible as long as I work for them. That makes me excited. I am also excited because I am feeling more up to doing the work to create these possibilities than I have in a long time. I have the belief that God will help me to go on a new career path. I have talked about this new path with friends and family, and most of them have been very supportive. As my plans solidify, I will post more about it. I hope that good things are happening for you, too!