I need to sort out my feelings. I think that the depression has caught up with me and I am in denial. I had to go to a teacher's meeting today and I marvelled at how upbeat and energetic they all seemed. They really seem to enjoy their work while I struggle and had the worst class ever yesterday. I plan to quit. I am thinking about calling in tomorrow because I don't want to really do anything. I am way behind in my life. My place is a mess. I am a mess. I am starting to feel discouraged about the future. I feel like I need to take an extended break and get things together but when I have extended breaks I usually don't do much that is productive. What do I do? Where do I start?
I guess the first place to start is to do what I can to keep the depression from getting worse. This means that I need to examine my thoughts and beliefs. I watched Joel Osteen and he talked about speaking to our mountains (Your mountain is your problem). One of the mountains that he mentioned was depression! Depression, be thou removed and cast into the sea!
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