Although I hate to admit it, I think that I am more discouraged than I thought that I was. My place is a mess-I haven't made any real attempts to clean it. It seems like all I want to do is lie in bed and let my mind wander. Sounds like depression! Today, I am planning to go to Starbucks, visit my father, and do a little exercise. That is way more than I have done in the past few days.
I am concerned about my ability to work a full time job. There is a job that I really want, but I wonder if I can manage it. Since I don't have the job (yet), I can continue to sub and see how that goes. If I can manage to sub most days a week, then I will take that as an indicator of my ability to work a full-time job. If I find that I am really having a difficult time subbing most days, then I will have to re-evaluate my plans.
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